So we finally meet
Updated: Dec 30, 2020
I have been dreading this moment since I turned 20. Like turning 25 was going to change everything and make my life miserable.
I kept saying it was going to be a quarter life crisis. I really put a name on an age that I have yet to experience. I made it seem like it was going to be the worse time of my life.
I even told a friend about this and they reminded me that words mean things. I didn’t really believe that until I started speaking more positively and I noticed that the invisible rain cloud that I usually have over me started to evaporate. It hasn’t gone away completely but the more kindness I speak the better I feel.
With my birthday being so close to the end of the year (literally the start of the 4th quarter or just seeing it as having 3 months left in the year) I think it’s time to start working on the goals that I have delayed and have been slow about because of that QLC fear.
Im learning that I don’t have to rush but when I have an idea to just do it
(I love this man......literally he is goals of carefree spirit that I hope to possess. That I will work on immediately, even with the pressure of finishing school 😬)
I don’t need to fear this age. It’s just a number. It’s not a terrible part of my life. It’s honestly whatever I decide to make it, and I decide to look at it as a stepping stone. I’m not exactly where I want to be but who’s to say I’m far from it? Who’s to stay that if I start on one of the many plans that I have that right at the beginning of 2021 I’ll be where I truly want to be.
Nothing worth while comes easy and I know that I have the ability to do whatever I put my mind to....so let’s get this party started shall we?