Have you ever had to start over?
In life there are so many things that we may have to start over or start anew with like jobs, projects, relationships, life……
I’m starting over with school and I am nervous af.
This week starts the spring semester and I looked over majority of the coursework and it seems manageable, but for some reason I can’t get the thought of failure out of my head.
Is it because it’s a late semester start? No that’s actually perfect for me.
Is it because I hate essays? Which I should honestly stop saying because I have been writing these blogs and I actually like writing, so making the topic educational will be ok.
Is it the course load? No it’s a little bit more than community college but expected nonetheless.
So what is it?
I listened to this audiobook about growth mindset and it taught me a lot about how I think.
I think it might be my fixed mindset which means, if I don’t try I won’t fail, but that also won’t get me to where I want to be.
I’m working on being willing to learn instead of allowing fear to hold me back.
This isn’t the only time I have had this fear before but this won’t be the time that knocks me down.
Starting over can be scary but it can lead to great opportunities.
I think I’m stopping at this bachelor’s degree tho 😜